I like how no matter what I do or where I go, Im always disappointed. And NO, its not even that I set my standard too high. I actually lower my standards because I know somehow people will let me down anyways.
Thanksgiving break has been pretty good, I got to see my mom who is moving back to China soon. And I got to eat her cooking which everyone knows was my main goal! I was really excited to see my best friend So Hyun, but I knew it was not going to go how I wanted because she got a boyfriend. Before in high school we were inseparable. We were always together and we did everything together. Everyone knew us as a pair. If we werent together then something is off. But this time her boyfriend was ALWAYS there. I was only home for 5 days and I was staying at her house for two. for ONE WHOLE DAY she rather stay in a room and study with her boyfriend then hangout with me.
Not to be a little middle school girl but I HATE BOYS. sometimes.
Nothing just feels the same anymore I guess. more than half of my friends are in relationships, we all have different friends and we are grew apart a little.
I guess this is life, this is college. People say the friends you make in college are your friends for life for a reason.